You know when you have one of those days where you just feel like you aren't living up to your responsibilities. That has been how I've been feeling lately.
I set my alarm for 6:30 this morning so I'd have a good start on the day. Well, Kyle woke up at 3:00 this morning, Kyle and then Aiden woke up again at 5:30. Aiden had to be given a bottle (which I think is his right) and didn't go back to sleep until 6:10. So was I up at 6:30, no! I didn't get up until 7:10.
When at the doctors for Aiden's 4 month check-up he gave me a hard time about not continuing with spoon feedings for Aiden, who has dropped from the 75% to the 50% percentile for weight and height. I know that is still good. He weighs 14 lbs 12 oz, but Kyle was consistent in his percentile -2% and I'm a little worried that Aiden has slowed considerable. He also is making notes and is slightly concerned over how floppy Aiden still is.
While we did accomplish some laundry, dinner, huge Walmart shopping trip, and FHE today, it just feels like I've fallen flat. There are a huge amount of projects I have not started on or finished and so many things I want to get done. I also feel like I'm failing with my grocery budget and just not finding enough sales, especially trying to balance Kyle's food allergies with things he'll eat and trying to get the proper nutrition for him.
So today and several weeks---epic fail! Here's to tomorrow, right?
P.S. I know this post is a little whinny---but hopefully you'll all forgive me.